For fifteen years, I have come through a long way here.  

Fifteen years in school and last 4 years without parents’ company.  4 years of myself in 15. 

Fifteen years’ splendors and applauses do not mean an admiring result in the end people will think of. 

The eventual success and recognitions are less important than nothing for a thriving young man full of ambitions.

But time easily idled away when I suddenly found danger grew even stronger in the last minutes. 

I shall not surrender to frailty. I could have done my endeavor before my fate is decided.

Whatever I would miss these days, I don’t want to lose my future. 

Otherwise my failure as a student would be my fault as a son.

Do not leave anything regretting on the road approaching to the dream desired. I promise myself.

Strive in fortitude, for my father and Lord. 

May what I decided today echos in the coming spring!

December 6, 2005

PS:My space will remain non-updated for an uncertain period from now on, just like in September.

Beg all your forgiveness and kind consideration.